No matter how much i would try this new attitude towards me i can't really understand it.

But 100% i will not tolerate to participate as this sort of charades.

Cause … somehow … all started to be … a nonsense” by the well know romanian essayist Adrian Gabriel Dumitru

There are moments in life when we simple feel the need of totally disconnecting from close persons to us … only because we can’t tolerate them anymore.

Could a brother … the son, one of the parents … the spouse … a close friend …. or anyone else.

The problem is that we feel so, so irritated …. feeling such a huge toxicity … that we can’t handle anymore.

We simple need … to disconnect.

… maybe forever.

But … damn it … theory is theory … and no matter how much we meditate … on the stage of the real life … we just fail … doing what we should really do.

… fix the problems of that relationship … or … just totally cut the connection with that person.

So … all continues … into one way or another … and we feel again forced to tolerate energies which we totally dislike.

We don’t really know … what to do.

We see the nonsense itself …. but not understanding it … and feeling we need that relationship for real … we continue to live … in toxicity.

And … not only into one story like that.

But … maybe more.

In fact … the passing of time proves that we are somehow forced by some invisible entities … to enter in those stories … and experience them … on and on and on.

And … damn it … it was so, so simple.

We could just smile … and say … “I can’t tolerate anymore … all these.

I just … can’t.

I am ok with many aspects of this relationship … but i can’t accept anymore its dark side.”

But … say all nice.

…. like in a therapy session … having the purpose to … heal and eliminate all the toxicity of that story.

Unfortunately … even if i know theory … i just can’t do it.

I’ve tried.

…. but i can’t.

So … i just disconnect … and disappear.

… for a while or forever.

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